12th Sunday...Taking it ALL Back!!!

Song of the week: Cece Winans – Waging War

Encouragement Verse: So keep up your courage, men, for I have faith in God that it will happen just as He told me.” – Acts 27:25

Quote of the week: “God is the God of promise. He keeps His word, even when that seems impossible; even when the circumstances seems to point to the opposite.” --- Colin Urquhart


In forty (40) day, it will be 2009…hmmm! How times flies by!
Believe me when I write that I am thankful for all my accomplishments this year but I am not satisfied.

I believe that I may have held back on several occasions due to the crippling fear of failing or putting great importance on what others would say or think if I made a move. But this time around the battle line has been drawn against those invisible enemies; it is time to wage a war on my fears, compulsions, and every glitches along the road that restrain me from taking possession of what’s mine...

I don’t anticipate repeating the same test I went through this year (and failed) next year. And I am certainly not taking a rain check over the things I have planned to do. This time it is going to be a knock-out!!! Wow! I am so excited…

To be honest with you, I do dread the possibility of chickening out of this deal…but I
have faith in God that He will keep me persistence. And even when I may fall along
the path of recurring sins, I will get back right up again, pressing forward to the point of victory. My spirit will rejoice at what God will do in my life these coming Sundays.

Thirty-eight Sundays left and I am holding my breath because this time I am going to shout for Joy…and even when those random thought of doubt tiptoe into my mind. I will be fighting back and keeping a tab on each triumph. This will be another large red checkmark on my calendar.

On my finance, even when there’s the urge to go on a spending spree…I will walk up to my refrigerator and stare at the picture of the car I glued on it. Gosh! My poor legs are trying to fail me but ‘thank God’ they still want to go on. I am always praying that I don’t fall as I run to catch the bus every morning on my way to work…

So I am definitely taking control of my finances, so come next year (‘…I am using my words to change my situation’) I will be driving MY CAR… [Not borrow/rented] but fully purchased.

And when the past comes pounding hard on my window and the bitterness in it rears its ugly head on my windowpane. I will knock it back into last year. I want peace and I surely want result.

I know I am changing…sometimes I can’t believe how far I have come but I don’t want to be satisfied with little progress. I want more like Oliver Twist. So I will be holding my breath until the moment when I can breathe again…

And God says to me, even “When the enemy shall come in like a flood, the Spirit of the LORD shall lift up a standard against him.” – Isaiah 59:19

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First Sunday...My Genesis

Song of the week: Cece Winans – Alabaster box

Encouragement Verse: “Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy.” – Hebrews 4:16 NIV

Quote of the week: “With the death of every friend I love…a part of me has been buried…but their contribution of my being of happiness, strength and understanding remains to sustain me in an altered world.” – Helen Keller


The new chapter of my life’s journey began with a message of hope…

”May the God of Hope
fill you with
all joy and peace…” – Romans 15:15

...Who would have thought that I would still be breathing after all the hurt and pain I have been through? But I am still here...and I have survived every blow to my fragile heart that could have knocked me out.

Just when I thought it was over, I was given a ray of HOPE to begin again. So I begin a journey of faith...I don’t know how it will turn out...what more if I will skid off this road and never make it to my new destination.

But what is for sure is that GOD will see me through because He walks with me. I know I will make mistakes as I go along but I’ll not stay down!!!

So why 50 Sundays, you may ask..I simply don’t know but I am following the voice from within. Where it leads me, I will go but I am praying for a safe journey!!!

“Lord, come and walk with me…”